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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 16:22:09 GMT -6
Sleep, all she had wanted was sleep..but after returning from the club..from being with him..sleep was not happening. It was noon and Riona felt like a caged tiger. Around 6 am she had thrown off the covers and opted to get dressed/ Leaving her room, she wandered the mansion. Past the statues and what she figured was the Queen's office, down the stairs, stopping before the main door. Damn you sunlight! Snarling, she headed toward the library. Inside she, Riona took a deep breath and scanned the shelves. Books of every genre, by every author, even some in the old language faced her. Placing her hand reverently upon their spines, she walked around the library, seeking solace and comfort.
Books had always been her friends, her escape..even on the streets. Yet tonight they mocked her. They all seemed to know what she did not, have the knowledge she sought ..answers to her questions and yet they would not share the answers. Shaking her head, she picked up "Romeo and Juliet", read a few pages, then put it back. Next was "Withering Heights" which has the same reaction.
Book in hand, Riona stomped her foot like a two year old and cursed.
Dammit all to hell and back! What is wrong with me? What has he done to me?
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 19:50:40 GMT -6
Mary was in the library looking for a book on infants in the Vampire world when she heard Riona's voice. What had he done to her? Mary's eyes got huge and she turned immediately and made her way to where she heard her voice. She found Riona, completely frustrated. Her eyes were down at the ground and her hands were motionless at her hips. "Riona, is everything okay?"
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 20:05:03 GMT -6
Riona had been so wrapped and so snared by Dhes that she didn't even realize Mary was in the library to. Her eyes snapped up from the floor to the human before her.
I don't....don't know.
She threw her hands up in the air and began to pace before Mary.
What the hell came over me? I'm not sure what I was feeling. I have no words for it. Sure I know about sex and all that...I mean not personally or nothing. But last night..the way I acted.
Riona stopped and stared at Mary.
He put a spell on me didn't he? I mean can vampires do that?
Pacing again, fangs out from agitation, she stopped, tears in her eyes.
What is wrong with me? I can't stop thinking of him. Wanting to see him again...hear his voice.
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 20:11:40 GMT -6
Mary tried to remember the previous night out in the club. There was one man she saw Riona talking to at the bar, but that's all she could remember. Images of what happened in the GTO invaded her vision. Not exactly what she was looking for. Mary sighed and put her hands on her hips. "Are you talking about the guy at the bar, from last night?"
The sex talk just registered in Riona's ears. She was so relieved to hear nothing happened, but she thinks he put a spell on her? Can Vampires do that? Some can control minds, but usually just humans, right? She honestly had no idea. "I don't know about the spell part... but did you enjoy yourself? Why are you beating yourself up about him?
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 20:23:53 GMT -6
Flopping down on a nearby leather two seater, Riona sighed.
Yes, I liked it very much. I'm just...
Running her hands through her hair, she stopped herself..suddenly going too still.
I've never felt like this before. It was so strong and I became someone..someone I didn't know. It wasn't bad.I enjoyed it..but I cant stop thinking of him. Mary...I am scared out of my wits. What is this that is going on? I have never felt any pulls toward any males. Why him? I mean...I felt like I belonged in his arms. But that can't be right. I'm broken...to broken for any male. I have nothing that a male of worth would desire in a female. I don't even have a blood family to speak of.
Looking toward her friend, she reached out to Mary.
I don't know what to do anymore.
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 20:29:41 GMT -6
Mary quickly walked to her side and sat down, holding onto her hands. "You are very worthy of a male. I don't want you to ever think that. The only question is going to be if he is worthy enough of you, my sweet girl."
Mary smiled and squeezed Riona's hands softly. "Sometimes when we meet the right males, our body tells us before our brains. There is some cosmic reaction, chemical. I felt it with Rhage when I first met him. I was butter in his hands, I tried to stand my ground, but look where that got me."
Mary laughed and set Riona's hands on her lap and then patted them. "Are you going to see him again? Did you get a name?"
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 21:02:01 GMT -6
Dhemise..his name is Dhemise. I know that much. I didn't get his number or anything else.
Her voice sounded the very disappointment she felt. Mary was a good friend.
I do want to see him again. You truly believe what you say about me? And I'm glad this is normal. Maryann and I talked but she never loved a man and I was so young when it happened that I had no clue. I mean...yes I went through my transition but the male that helped me only eased my suffering. There was no sex involved. Can it be so...intense? Last night..in the alley.. I ..I...
Looking around to make sure no males or other shellans or even doggens were around, Riona lowered her voice and leaned in closer to Mary.
Maybe this is too much information but...I orgasmed for the first time last night and we still had our clothes on.
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 21:06:00 GMT -6
Mary smiled big and then quickly went straight faced. "I'm sorry, ignore my smile... no it's not bad! At least you know what an orgasm feels like before your official first time. Sometimes first times can be quite dreadful."
Mary smiled and eased back against the arm of the loveseat. "Dhemise, huh? That sounds, unique."
Why did that name sound so familiar? She had no idea, she couldn't remember. Maybe she had met him once? Doubtful. "Well, do you know when you might see him again? I wonder how we can find him."
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 21:13:43 GMT -6
Riona smiled back. Mary was so easy to talk to. It eased her fears.
That's good to know. And I don't know. I don't even know how to find him. Is there a whitepages for vampires in Caldwell?
Ri laughed at her own joke..then sighed.
I have to find him. Maybe I should go back to the club tonight. Maybe he has a Facebook page? Thank you Mary..for all your help. You are more than a friend. If I had a sister..she would be like you.
Without a second thought, Riona threw her arms around Mary hugging her tight. After some time she let her go.
I need to find him or loose my mind. I will explain to him..tell him I want to take it slow..yes? Ad if he doesn't listen I will walk away?
Whatever Mary responded with, Riona would do. These were uncharted waters and Riona wasn't good at swimming.
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2014 21:21:35 GMT -6
Mary smiled. "I think you should go back to the club tonight and look for him. Maybe he'll show up, looking for you. If you want, I can go with you for a few hours?"
Mary felt Riona's hug and hugged her back just as hard.
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Post by Deleted on May 29, 2014 18:53:48 GMT -6
Riona smile at Mary.
Sounds like a plan to me. But maybe I should go alone. I don't want to have your male mad at you....or me for placing you in any kind of danger. If I had to fight to protect you I can, but I am not like the warriors your male belongs to. If anything happened to you, I couldn't live with myself.
Riona hoped Mary would see it this way. Alone she would be ok. Go go the club, stay near the bar..if he showed great...if not...then back home to the mansion.
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Post by Deleted on May 29, 2014 18:58:25 GMT -6
Mary nodded and smiled. "Of course, you wouldn't want a third wheel around anyway. That wouldn't be very much fun, especially if you found him. Did he talk to anyone else we know that night? They might know who he is?"
Mary sighed and smiled. "I hope you find him. I know what love is like, and it can be so trilling."
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Post by Deleted on May 29, 2014 19:09:45 GMT -6
She thought about it and realized that two in the mansion knew who he was.
Well, Vishous and the warrior with the scar know him. But nether seemed to pleased that he was there. The scarred one looked ready to battle him. I won't ask them. I'll start with the club.
Standing, Riona smiled at Mary.
Thanks for the talk. It's been such a long time since I had anyone to talk to. Being alone for so long, skirting life as I did wasn't fun. Right now, I am gonna try and get some sleep. I need to look my best if I am going to go hunting a male tonight.
Riona winked at Mary and headed back to her bedroom.
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Post by Deleted on May 29, 2014 19:26:46 GMT -6
Mary looked confused. They were ready to fight, Z and this guy? That can't be good. Before Mary could say anything Riona was already gone. She didn't have a good feeling about this, not one bit.
Mary got up, walked to the area on infants, grabbed a couple books and walked out of the Library. She needed someplace new to read. Maybe she'd run into Z and ask him about the confrontation in the club. Or V would be even better. *** Mary leaves Library. ***
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