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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 20:32:40 GMT -6
Vahlour would grin to her and shrug, "It's alright ... you're allowed to draw whatever you want ... especially if you draw that well ... maybe I'll strip for ya and you can practice you nude model drawing." HE winked to her ... and he was sure that he would get a blush for that.
He looked to her and he grinned, "I know ... but I know when I was pretrans it made eating it all that much more tempting to eat it ... and well ... then I would pay for it." He listened ... and he would nod, "Well ... I would like to see some of your work ... if I think it's good ... I have a publishing company ... and I can get you in for a pretty sweet deal .. being the boss and all."
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 20:42:03 GMT -6
Reia would smile nodding as she passed him her sketch book " well if you want you can look through that one first, and then after that if you would like I can go get the others they are in my room " she would blush a little bit
" I um haven't done nudes... before... I always thought it would be fun but models are hard to find" she would flush a little bit as she ate some more of her food, and she groaned nodding happily " this is really good"
With a small pause she swallowed " I don't think it's that good... I mean I have shown my comic to a few people but they say the idea is good but the practicalness of it doesn't work like something is missing and I have read over it and I have no idea" she would shrug a little bit
" But if you see one that you would like you could have it" she would grin stretching on the couch since there was no point sitting at the windows.
" Can I ask a personal question, why did you ask about who hurt me... you don't know me and we aren't seeing one another it just seems like a very personal inquiry'
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 20:54:04 GMT -6
Vahlour would flip through the sketchbook looking at everything critically. "Well I will like to look through all of it ... and if you want to do a nude ... I've been told I've quite the physique ... and am naturally ...... gifted." He would grin ear to ear, "And I think that you're drawing is good enough to grace it with my body."
He finished the sketchbook and he grinned, "It's good ... and I don't just publish graphic novels ... novels ... novellettes ... ebooks ... I also do canvas posters ... paper posters ... framing. So on and so forth ... so if you can draw or write it ... I can get it out there." He nodded ... willing to look over the comic ... and that she could ask a personal question.
He shook his head, "I don't like seeing people hurt ... and it's obvious that you have been ... it may be personal ... but it's one of the reasons I joined the brotherhood was to help people ... whether it from lessers ... or other sources."
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 21:03:57 GMT -6
Reia would blush and she would take a deep breath. Art was one of those places she really liked to push herself out of her comfort zone to constantly improve her skills and she had felt a little stuck lately... this was the first time in a long time she had felt like just sitting down and putting hours into an image. She would go silent and still as he looked over all the images she didn't share her art very easily and she would take a deep breath " I would be hon..oured... if you would let me ... let me... draw you th..that way" she would flush biting her bottom lip her scent clearly nervous.
With a small glance around the spot they were sitting and she would glance back to him before looking back down " So um ... would you want to do that tonight ... your days off..." she didn't know and she was sorta hoping he would say tonight just because she would likely chicken out if it was anything else.
Reia paused " wait, you have a publishing company and you would be willing to look over everything to do with my comic, and be honest about it and if you like it you would put it out there" she couldn't help keep the excitement out of her voice, she had been trying for years to find a break, she wanted to do so many things but they all had to get started by knowing the right people and she never did...till now possibly.
That warrant a small thread of trust in her mind so she would look down taking a breath " well in part you need not worry she died, my mother was very very abusive, but I don't bruise easy so they could never prove it though a few people tried to get me taken out of her care... it just never happen and then she died so it sorta did on that front" she shrugged and she would take a breath. she didn't want to go into more details so she didn't but she hoped she realized she was extending a small branch.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 21:26:53 GMT -6
Vahlour would grin to her, "Alright .. well after we're done eating I'll have a shower ... and you can decide what kind of pose ... or poses you would like to see me in." He grinned...and well he was having two days off after this as well. He would grab another bowl of food ... and would stretch out on the couch a little bit.
"I so have a publishing company ... and I'm willing to look over it ... and be honest about it ... so if you are simply missing one or two little things ... I'll say so ... and if you make the changes ... more than likely that you'll get it published." Most publishers would look at her ... and say no ... and would be self blinded as they looked to her work.
He would listen to it ... and he wanted to ask more questions ... it answered why she didn't deal with confrontation very well ... but she seemed a bit skittish around males ... and in vehicles as well. But she had extended that olive branch .. and he wasn't going to make the same mistake and rip it our of her hands again, "Well I'm sorry that you had to go through that ... so if you ever want to talk ... or if you feel like I'm coming off confrontational ... let me know ... I tease a lot ... and I'm told a lot of people can't tell if I am ... or am not."
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 21:40:44 GMT -6
Reia would nod blushing " Yes" she was nervous about getting to sketch him naked, a because she was going to see him naked and then well it was him and she really wasn't herself when it came to him, he made her more nervous than normal but at the same time she wanted to talk so it was its own conflicting battle of her mind and her hormones! She would blush a little bit thinking about where she want him to pose and how she wanted to put him and it was a shame..
"NO" she jumped when she realized she had said it out loud and she flushed shaking her head a little bit holding a hand up " sorry that wasn't about you, arguing with myself and apparently my mouth decided to say what I was thinking out loud" she bit her bottom lip listening.
" I would appreciate it if you would take a look at it, I have gone over and over it again and I agree that some things just feel off or not right.. but then it is a little hard to do the whole drawing sex scenes having never had it or the drive for it let alone writing them" she shrugged a little bit and she would finish her food before going and doing the dishes so that he could shower and she had so many ideas but she couldn't pick and it was frustrating her.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 21:50:57 GMT -6
Vahlour would chuckle ... and she clearly smelled nervous ... and well he couldn't blame her ... he knew that her hormones were ... fluctuating and making things difficult for her. Course she yelled out no ... and he would raise an eyebrow ... he didn't know why ... until she said she was ... thinking out loud. He would laugh a little ... and would keep the comment to himself. .. since it would likely just make her feel more uncomfortable. "Ah ... well I'll admit sometimes the brain mouth filter for myself isn't always ... fully engaged."
After eating he would nod, "Well I'll read it ... and give you my opinion ... if the story is good ... I'll generally work with it as long as you're willing to take constructive criticism." He figured that she would ... as long as he wasn't confrontational about it ... and not insulting the work. He would grin ... and head to the shower ... and it wasn't a long shower ... just longer than he normally took so that she would have some more time to think. He dried off completely ... and well had a towel around his waist ... as he came out. "You know what you want?"
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 22:04:20 GMT -6
Reia would look up "Yeah you..." she didn't mean to end it there but her brain tried, thankfully she recovered pointing to the chair she had set up in the corner " there please" she blushed her eyes checking him over as he walked to the chair, and she shivered as she collected her art supplies before heading into the same room as him.
She would move over to him and have him sit, blushing as she put a hand on his knee, and one on his shoulder getting him to lean back with one arm following the curve of the chairs back, his head turned to the side so it was facing into the room. But she put it angled down so that he couldn't look at her directly, though she hadn't thought about the mirror style surface on the table but that was fine since she hadn't thought of it. She would touch his leg and gesture for him to move his lower body forward a tad more and then she angled his legs so that his body looked perplexed like his thoughts were changing the angles of his body and the muscles that controlled him.
She of course was bright red the whole time trying not to stare at him or look down their since she really hadn't ever seen one of THOSE things in person and she would take a shaky breath before moving back to take a look at the pose from a distance and she was happy with it so she would sit in the chair she had moved over to be across from him. She was nervous and turned on, it was in her voice and her scent " Ah is that ... okay" she would flush a little bit and if he was good she would start drawing.
Reia would draw for 3 hours, but after 2 she would tell him he could get up and move around since she had more then enough of the image in her head to fill in the details. By the time she was done she would grin looking at it before calling him so he would know she was finished and she would hold it up for him. And it looked like he was either trying to decide his future or like he had lost his path his rock and was trying to decide a new path ... but in the shadows of it with the rain scape she had put in the pack it held strength and sensual notes to it.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 22:15:14 GMT -6
Vahlour smiled to her ... and he nodded ... and took off the towel ... now since he had a mischievous side ... he tossed her the towel ... still walking ... turning around ... to wink her ... before turning back around ... without missing a single step. He was obviously very comfortable with his body. HE would let her position him on the chair ... and he didn't fight her at all.
Though ... he did have to put in one comment after she was satisfied with his position, "You want me with .. or without an erection?" He figure that he would ask her .... since even unaroused ... he was at 6 inches long. His body was hairless and other than the one comment ... he didn't move a single muscle ... and well she would let him ... run around as it were after two hours ... but he would stay there till she was completely done.
He would get up and stretch a little bit, he didn't bother getting clothes on yet...as he went beside her ... to see what she had drawn. "Looks really good ... course ... I may not be completely objective."
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 22:24:40 GMT -6
Reia would look to him as she finished repositioning him, and she thought about it " I will leave that up to you, I don't know how much control a male has of THAT not to mention it shouldn't add or detract too much from the picture either way I don't think" she would move to the chair and draw for the three hours and she would take a deep breath as she drew and she was aroused she couldn't hide it and then he was there beside her and that was making it worse...she just wanted to touch him!
When he moved to look at the picture she gave him a second to do so before her hand moved and she turned his face and kissed him and unlike the first time she did so it was a lot more sure of itself it helped she was clearly excited. She didn't know why but she nipped at his bottom lip as she pulled back to sit in the chair her body shivering as she let out a small couch to clear her throat, putting the drawing on the table before standing needing more distance between them
" I 'm sorry... " she didn't know what else to say but she wasn't looking at him either she was actually keeping her back to him to avoid him seeing the blush and to try and get control of herself.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 22:36:07 GMT -6
Vahlour would smile, "Well some can ... and some can't ... it's a matter of mental discipline." He didn't change in anything else ... except he gave himself an erection ... and he kept it for the three hours ... though when they were done ... he would let it ... well rest. He stretched out ... and he could tell she was aroused ... and she had for ... pretty much the whole time.
He had to admit that he was surprised when she ... kissed him ... and it wasn't just a peck either. So.....well he wasn't going to rest a whole lot. But sex as a pretrans male is ... impossible ... as a female ... he had heard a few that had tried ... it wasn't just ... not good ... it was painful ontop of the disappointing. "Well ... wasn't that .... exciting ... and no need to apologize." He decided that it was time to remove temptation as he moved to his bedroom and he got dressed ... before coming back out. Course he was just in pajama pants and underwear.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 22:43:24 GMT -6
Reia shook her head and she didn't look to him because she couldn't right now and she would take a deep breath her body trembling with all sorts of emotions and she would sigh " i should apologize you are being nice and a gentleman ...and I keep kissing you and I am sure that it is not nice when well as pretrans I don't know if its physically possible for me to do anything or if I want to do anything for any other reason than I am pretrans...and I feel like it is disrespecting you but then again that could be because you kissed me once and I have kissed you twice... I dont know what I am talking about I am rambling and I should um I will go get my comics ...so that they are here incase you want to read them in the morning or whatever" she would shake her head and headed off to the guest room.
She took five minutes to calm herself before coming back out and she would pass him a thick stack of smaller bundles of comic and she blushed " why did you have to kiss me at the door it has all been like this since then... I just I cant yeah think about not doing that again and its your fault" she sighed and she would flop herself down in the chair looking to the tv " I hooked up the game systems as well incase you wanted to play on your days off!
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 22:57:50 GMT -6
Vahlour chuckled, "It's not ALL your hormones ... and well it's physically possible for you to do things ... just every story I have heard. .. it isn't all that comfortable for the female. If you find me attractive now ... you'll likely find me attractive after your transition and hormones level off." He would laugh a little, "So no need to apologize ... especially since I very much enjoyed it." He was sure that she had felt his erection up against her.
"Well I have a couple days off ... and well you don't have to get them right away if you don't want to." He would wait in the living room ... and well she came back with it ... and he would nod to her as he took them. "My fault ... because I kissed you ... well then ... as to the why." He winked to her, "You're an attractive female ... and well I like kissing you." HE winked to her ... and he would start to go through her comic. "Hmmm well then ... we'll have to fight each other one time when I'm used to these games."
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 23:03:50 GMT -6
Reia would blink her breath catching as he said that he liked kissing her and she didn't know what that meant...what the hell did it mean when a male liked to kiss you... she knew she liked to kiss him but she didn't know what that meant either... man she wished she could run to the bathroom and dematerialize to her friends place and ask her what the hell it meant but she couldn't so she would sit down and it was a long detailed story and the graphics were incredible but you could tell where her inexperienced where because things were stiff or not quite normal.
She didn't say anything to him until he was done mostly because her head was going over and over again about the liking to kiss her thing...it still seemed so foreign to have a guy tell you that he liked kissing you and she would pause licking her lips a little since they felt dry as she opened her mouth to speak.
" Why...why do you like kissing me I am not good at it... and yes fighting video games would be good... I you know you just make me so flustered! I feel like a human female!"
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Post by Deleted on Jun 4, 2014 23:32:31 GMT -6
Vahlour would shake his head a little bit ... and she was just a mass of emotions ... he would pay to know exactly was going through her head right now. He would blink at the ... onslaught afterwards. "Well why wouldn't I enjoy kissing you .... for one ... you don't give yourself enough credit ... you're a very good kisser....besides you arouse me as well ... not quite as one sided as you think." He would wink to her and laugh.
"Make you feel like a human female ... well you thought you were a human female for the longest time." He would shake his head as he relaxed ... but he was feeling quite tired ... but he would hand the comics back to her, "Characters ... story ... setting ... art ... all amazing ... the flow is amazing ... there is one weakness in it ... and it's an understandable weakness.....the sex scenes are mechanical ... forced ... it stands out since everything else is so ... dynamic ... vibrant." He would chuckle a little, "My suggestion to you ... get through your transition ... get laid ... and well fix up the sex scenes....fix the sex scenes ... and I don't think this stuff will stay on the shelves."
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